22 February 2017 Write down one thing you want to accomplish and how you
are going to make it happen.
One thing I want to accomplish is always be happy. How I’m
going to make it happen? this is the first step. The February Challenge to
discover more about myself. I’m gonna
love and appreciate myself more. I will choose happy. Always. I’ll do anything to make sure I always in a
good shape. I will always try to be positive and to be optimist in very
possible way. Let’s do it.
20 February 2017 Spend 15 minutes in silence focusing on one positive
attribute of yourself. Write about it.
One positive attribute. Yes. Just right my lecturer just
mention what actually positive vibes. The most positive thing I can see in
myself is be happy. The moment people see you they feel happy. They feel happy
being around you. I see a happier girl when she got out from her toxic
relationship and meet a new guy. Whatever kind of guy or people you being
around with should be that kind of person that makes you feel happy about
yourself, make you love yourself more and make you want to be better for
yourself. I just want to be happy, the best version of myself and if I look
deeper. I actually loved by a lot of people, people like to talk to me, girls or
boys, I build trust around people. And I really love being happy and pretty it’s
like when I’m feeling good about myself people around me also feel good being
19 February 2017 Write down a positive memory from the past year that made
you feel good.
Honestly, it wasn’t a good year for me. It was emotional and
challenging. If I need to recall a positive memory that make me feel good, it
must be the time I become Cikgu Ganti, sekejap je pun. Almost a month or less. I’m just so lucky to
have that chance. That good feeling bila sampai sekolah and student bagi salam “Assalamualaikum
cikgu” you fee needed and respected. I always want to feel appreciated. Even I
don’t get along much with the teachers but I have a really good time with the
student. I received quite a few gifts when I said it was my last day there.
Now, if I go to school they still remember me. Raya tahun lepas tak best. HAHA.
Even my birthday. I just can recall a few good memories like Klebang, I hope I
can have more positive and good memory this year!
17 February 2017 Exercise today. Write about how you felt before, during
and after the workout.
So, actually I decided to go jogging around the lake nearby
my house but something came up and I got to go to UKM. I just came back home at
1:30PM and I sleep afterwards. I didn’t remember what time I got up but that
time I was really tired and feel sleepy and just not in the mood. Then, I
realize it’s too late to go out and decided to just do the Fat Burn Workout
that I used watched and do when I was in UKM in the process of getting fit. I
rarely do it now because I’m too lazy. How I felt before the exercise, as I
mentioned earlier. I feel tired and weak and lazy. During the workout I feel
like my heart is pumped out, it’s been a long time and semput everywhere try to
catch my breath. After workout, I feel happy and energetic. I don’t feel sleepy
and slow as much. That is how you should feel after exercise or workout right.
It’s good. I hope I always be rajin to
do this again haha.
16 February 2017 Write a note to yourself that explains why you are
fabulous! Promise to read it in 5 years.
Hye dearself. Did you know that you are fabulous? Yes you
are. Why? Because you are smart girl, you are independent, you are optimist and
ambitious. If you want something and when you put your mind into it you really
can do it. You are pretty you know. You just need to be confident. People will
love you once they know you. You are always loved and popular among your
friend. You are known as very chatty person, even you look silly and little bit
crazy and it’s annoying sometimes but that is the fun thing about being around
you. You are very talented type of person. Inspiring. You are a lot fun than
you realize, that is why you are fabulous. I promise I will read this in 5
So, last semester break aku rajin sikit nak buat vlog pasal apa aku buat sepanjang cuti. Banyak lagi benda aku buat tapi takdela aku vlog. Makan, tidur semua tak vlog la. Masih lagi cari keyakinan nak bercakap depan kamera dan bawa kamera ke hulu dan hilir. Ini je la. Tak power manalah. Asal boleh je.
Day 15 of February Challenge : Love Yourself 15 February 2017 Draw something. Get out the crayons and spend 15+minutes drawing anything you
want. *Since I can't find a crayon so I choose to use watercolor instead*
14 February 2017 Go to bed at least one hour early. The next morning,
write about how you feel.
I sure to sleep early that night because I have class at
8:30 AM and I have to go out as early as 6:30 AM from home. But I woke up
around 6:20AM and went out from home at 6:45 AM. I’m surely feel good and
hungry at the same time. I hope I really can make it to take the bus at 8:30AM
and I did. I arrived at class at 8:40 AM. I’m okay. Everything is fine. Yeah
sure it is.
12 February 2017 Tape a picture of yourself that you love in your journal.
Write about why you choose it.
Why this picture? Because I can see myself smiling. Really
smiling even I don’t look at the camera. I have this funny and weird
expressions in the picture which the picture you can make a meme of. Out of all
the picture which I try to be pretty and look as good as possible but I really
like to see myself smiling and laughing without even try to look good. I just
want to be happy and not even fake it.
If you read my February Challenge, I did wrote about Kak Azreen. I'm really a die hard fan *kipas susah mati* of her art work. From the Explore tote bag, to the sticker even post card. I love it so much, I used to save my pocket money to buy anything that she created. Usually, I would buy a sticker hand-cut by her. All hand made. Now she have this new die-cut sticker sheets. Walaupun selama ni beli dan simpan sayang nak guna, rasanya if I get this new sticker I would definitely use in my journal, yg sebelum ni buat collection then yg sticker ni buat tampal dalam journal.
11 February 2017 Write about a place you would go right now, if you could
go anywhere in the world
I used to choose Edinburgh as a place that I would go if I
ever had a chance to go there but now, if you asking right now I don’t have any
specific place. I might choose a beach or an island. I want to hear the calming
sound of the ocean, I want walk through the beach and let my toe feel the sand,
I want to feel the air and the wind blowing around. I just want to see how
amazing the ocean is, I just want to see the sky from there, I want to see
cloud or even stars and the moon. Nak duduk pinggir pantai, biar kaki dibasahi
ombak. Hanya untuk berasa tenang berdiri di tepi sebuah pantai.
09 February 2017 Write down a quote that motivates or inspires you
Bercakap tentang quote sebenarnya, I love quotes. I really
depends on quotes as my source of motivation. Masa tingkatan enam aku tulis
setiap hari satu quote untuk motivate diri sendiri to keep going. It is not an
easy journey. I need to keep myself motivated and inspired. Sampai sekarang
pun, I quotes almost everything I hear in song, music, in books, poems or
anything that can motivates and inspires
me to be better, to be strong. But this one is really, really one that I will
use forever in my life. Since I need to write A QUOTE.
08 February 2017 Write about someone that motivates or inspires you
Talk about motivation and inspiration, I personally thinks
that everyone can be your motivation and inspiration. Everyone or everything I
see can inspires and motivate me to be better person, as simple as bila aku
nampak orang yang kutip sampah bukan sampah dia kat jalan aku akan termotivasi
dan terinspirasi jadi seperti dia. A better version of myself. It can be my
family also my great motivation. Or even my loved ones. But if you ask me this
one person that really motivates and inspire me ialah Kak Azreen or Azreen
Chan. I found her blog around 2013, since then I can say that I really
motivates and inspires by her. I used to read her blog everyday. Now je dah
jarang yela dulu kat sekolah everyday dapat internet akses free. Seronokla. I
went to Art For Grabs and meet her in real life for the first time, lepastu ada
dua tiga kali jumpa. Sekarang da jarang pergi event, but still following her on
Instagram. I really like her doodles, her thoughts, seriously her art work is
everywhere in my room. Doodle dia kemas okay. I write in English pun because I
love to see her writing, before that I never have think I’m good enough to
write in English. Her blog doodle-me.blogspot I think, just google Azreen Chan
akan jumpa link to her blog. I love to see her travelling and exploring, I love
to see her reviews on book, her pictures but most of all the doodles la. She’s
not that popular macam orang lain maybe akan cakap Neelofa or Vivy Yusof, but
me nahh. Kak Azreen is cool enough for me. *let see if I can find any pic with
her, kalau ada aku post, If not. Nahh nvm.
Mungkin ini antara terbitan FIXI yang jadi Bestseller. 2017
aku baru baca, lambat sikit. Itupun sebab bosan sangat dan sebab da lama tak
baca FIXI so just give it shoot. Dalam masa 4 jam aku berjaya habiskan. Memang
tema kegemaran aku la thriller, crime dan penyiasatan ni. Overall, jalan cerita
sangat bagus. Aku da tahu siapa pembunuh dari awal dah sebenarnya. Da boleh
agak, tapi aku tak sangka akhir dia ada orang lain. Susah nak suspek orang
kedua yang terlibat. Bagi sebuah buku yang ada tema penyiasatan sangat baik
penulisannya. Cuma bahasa agak baku mungkin sebab Bahasa Melayu bukan bahasa
pertama penulis tapi masih ditulis dengan baik dan mudah difahami. Nanti aku
sambung dengan MANGSA aku akan update lagi bagaimana. Untung aku dapat baca
buku yang dah ditanda tangan. Rajin betul kesayangan pergi ambil signature
How sweet it is seorang MSL bila belikan hampir semua buku
Nami sebab seorang Asmi Asmidar suka pada buku Nami. Terima kasih, sayang.
Pengejar Bintang, aku tak pasti antara Awek Chuck Taylor
dengan Pengejar Bintang mana keluar dulu tapi jalan cerita Pengejar Bintang
sangatlah dibayangi dengan jalan cerita ACT. Watak-watak utama ACT juga ada
bayangan dalam Pengejar Bintang. Macam biasalah Nami banyak bercakap mengenai
lagu dan manusia seperti Kurt Cobain. Dalam Pengejar Bintang banyak menentang
sebuah konsep yang dinamakan perkahwinan. Gaya penulisan dan jalan cerita
kurang kemas berbanding dengan buku Nami yang aku da baca macam ACT, Rokok Nan
Sebatang dan Bau Semangat Anak Muda. Tulisan ni nampak mentah. Mungkin terbitan
awal buku Nami. Aku pun tak pasti. But Pengejar Bintang bukan antara kegemaran
aku. Aku pasti kisah Nami dan skizofrenia ada sesuatu yang perlu dirungkaikan.
Sebab sejujurnya susah nak cari fokus dan apa yang nak disampaikan dalam buku
ni. Itu je kot untuk buku ni aku bagi 2 bintang je.
07 February 2017 Write
about what makes you truly happy
Seeing people I love happy really truly makes me happy.
Nothing happier than making other people happy because of what you did.
Kepuasan membahagiakan orang yang kita sayang sukar untuk digambarkan. How
happy it is to see your significant others smiling and laughing. Bahagia tengok
orang yang kita sayang bahagia itu adalah bukan perkara main-main. Banyak
perkara dalam dunia boleh membuatkan kita bahagia tapi tak terbanding masa dan
memori indah dengan orang yang kita sayang. Feelings appreciated also makes me
happy. Tahu yang diri dihargai dan disayangi sangatlah membuat seorang Asmidar
06 February Write about one thing that you feel you really good at
One thing that I feel I really good is writing. Why? I love
to do a lot of things but this one writing, is the thing that I feel I really
good at. Banyak juga aku menulis sebenarnya. Cita-cita nak menulis dan
terbitkan sebuah buku timbul dari kecil. As much as aku suka membaca, macam tu
juga aku suka menulis. Menulis ni rasa dia macam bercakap juga. Tapi cumanya
medium penyampaian yang berbeza. I used to write a lot, cerpen, puisi. Walaupun
takde la power mana, ruang penambahbaikan dimana-mana tapi still rasa inilah
satu perkara yang saya bagus.
04 February 2017: Write down one thing you need to forgive yourself for-
and then forgive yourself.
Cuba fikir jap. Time happy susah nak ingat benda murung ni.
I’m forgive myself for not being good enough or in other word not being
perfect. No one in this world is perfect, it’s okay not to be perfect. It’s
okay not to be okay. I forgive you dearself. You are loved, you are special.
03 February 2017: Write about one personality trait that you love about
yourself and why.
One personality trait: Extravert. Even sometimes orang akan
cakap aku annoying, talkative, becok ke bising ke, but you know that one thing
I love about being myself and one thing I surely know people will miss about
me. I don’t care if people complaining about me laughing out loud. I am happy,
zaman la ni menempuhi kedewasaan bukan mudah nak jadi happy. Kadang-kadang
murung jaa. Jadi happy tu seronok lagi seronok bila buat orang lain happy. Few
people yang baru kenal akan cakap aku annoying but they gonna love me once they
know I am very good listener and I love to listen and share. Share je pape, I’m delightful to hear. And
that’s it. TTYL.
02 February 2017: Write physical feature that you like about yourself and
Talking about physical feature, I like a few things about
myself. I like my eyes. I like my lips and I like my hair. Why? My eyes because
if you look closely I have a pair of rounded hazel eyes. Walaupun bulu mata tak
lentik tapi still lawa sebab bulu mata aku panjang. Hahaha. I don’t think that
I will ever need falsies. Lepastu bibir sebab full lips orang kata. Ada la
macam Angelina Jolie tapi aku lawa lagi. Last sekali rambut sebab, rambut aku
kalau panjang lawa, kalau pendek comel. Warna macam warna mata, kalau jaga
elok-elok memang tak berani pegang sebab lawa sangat.
This is my first post on February and 2017, I promise myself to blog and write as much as I can. Jadi, aku decide nak buat February Challenge: It's about loving myself. Well, February it's a love month. zI just google the challenge, ambil je mana berkenan, Next month mungkin gambar ke vlog ke. Idk but memang nak preoccupied dengan benda macam ni supaya tak murung dan berwawasan. Tak mudah kay nak tempuh zaman dewasa. Ini pun da lambat post.
01 February 2017 : Write about yourself include physical
I’m a very sentimental person yet I try to be positive and
optimist. I like to plan things and I will freaked out if things didn’t follow
as I planned. Okay la kalau unexpected things happen kalau da tak boleh kawal
but if things happened memang sengaja diubah memang menguji kesabaran la. I can
be moody all day. As a sentimental person, I love art and this is my right to
brag. I am creative. I can be patient and unpatient at the same time. I love
anything about art, drawing, writing even music. I like everything related to
art. I tend to see things from different perspective. I love creative and weird
things. I found value at certain things. I love reading so much since I was
small. It’s like I’m losing at another world. Also I like watching movies or
series. Anything that interest me and make me excited. Anything that makes me
inspired. I’m an extrovert. I love talking so much, as much as I keep my public
space small I love talking, I don’t mind meeting new people but I really don’t
find people or friends. Yet I can be friends with any strangers I found in the
street. I’m very short type of person.
The type that will stand at the end of the lines in the picture. I never be
tall. As short like only 150cm plus minus. Not that fat, but I have fat. Not skinny type or petite. Ada lemak sana
sini. Buncit dan gendut. Lol. I have a round face. I really love my eyes.
People like my lips and nose. I have full lips. Kening lebat la seakan
bersambung. I have mold in my left cheek. I have really nice hair, I can say
that. You know cheek line, entahla dekat pipi ada line mcm contour. I have
original line that makes me love my cheek.
And that's a brief about myself. This post should be posted on 1 February, tapi busy tidur. Jadi post la 4 haribulan. Lepas post ni akan post 3 post asing untuk 2-4 haribulan sekali. Stay tune people.