She just a girl.

Asmi Asmidar . 
She just a girl and she is not on the fire .
Instead of being the hotest girl in town she choose to be a virtous woman .
jalan untuk menjadi solehah itu memang payah . Jalan untuk bermujahadah itu memang sakit .
Terlalu banyak airmata dan darah yang mengalir .
Terlalu banyak rasa yang perlu dikobankan .
Orang kata dia gadis yang pandai .
Tapi , bila soal hati dialah manusia yang selalu gagal .

Love make she feels like she is the stupidest girl alives. 

She fall to easy .
She was born to be stubborn .
people try to tell her , but she refused to listen .
and this is what happen when she crossed her own line .
She starts to assume , she starts to hope .
and she hurts.
She said it's okay to play but yet she feels like she so stupid .
and .
someone said to her , 'you are not stupid .People made mistake'
yes she did . she take caution when it comes to love . but she just a girl .
she was wrong .
she was not to strong .

she was careless , she forgot .
She keep telling herself that it's okay to playing not too hard .
but She just lost in her own battle .


She never realize there was so many people actually love her in so many ways .
Her teacher said ' You will go far . You will be someone one day . You will success in your life . You will find someone . You sure will find someone better . You are a good girl . Just focus sayang'


and one of her  favourite blogger aunty told her : wake up , don't ever give up dear .

Just if and if you knew the reason why she become like this . 

She hold strong life principles . The problem is sometimes she forgot .
She don't ever want people to think that she's desperately cheap. 


jadi wahai hati , 

maafkan aku yang pelupa , maafkan aku kerana merisikokan kau dalam permainan ini..
Maafkan aku ... aku lah yang salah .
Maafkan aku kerana aku gagal mengawal apa yang aku rasa .
Maafkan aku kerana kau terpaksa sakit lagi .
Kau akan jadi tambah kuat kan ?
Wahai hati ,
kali ini ..aku pohon pada kau .
Janganlah degil .
Masukkan lah logik akal .
Janganlah kau kalah lagi dengan rasa yang dusta itu.
Wahai hati ,
ingatlah matlamat kau mengejar cinta Ilahi .
ingatlah kau nak pergi dari sini .
Ingatlah kau mahu terbang tinggi .
Wahai hati ...
Letakkan cintamu pada satu tempat . Jangan kau tewas lagi .
Letakkan hatimu pada pemilik hati . ALLAH SWT .
Kau pasti takkan tersakiti lagi .



Comments

ZWAN SABRI said…
ada pepatah kata ikut hati mati.. huhu

Popular Posts