FEAR. AFRAID .
Hello , Hi . and May Peace Be Upon You ols.Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
Or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them . If you do, they might break your heart. If you don't, you might break theirs.
Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't . You can't tell your heart what to do. It does its own....when you less suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other people was to afraid to love? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much....too fear that other person does not care as much , or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone for someone because you fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid.. AFRAID of what we don't know , afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found about us.
But everytime we tell lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what would have done or could have had.
"What would you do if everytime you fell in love you had to say goodbye"
"What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? Even if you don't care anymore?"
"What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?"
People live and people die. I want to tell you that you are my friend. If I'm died tomorrow. You would be in my heart . Would I be in yours? We might be best friends. One year, pretty good friends the next year , don't talk that often the next and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say , even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made difference in my life.
(Dipetik dan diubahsuai daripada Novel '5 Tahun 5 Bulan' Hlovate)
This is what I feel lately .
I feel completely empty today. I feel like suffocating . I feel like I need to cry. I feel like I should talk to someone. But I wouldn't know where to start.