Dec 5, 2016

The Best Kind of People

Hi December.
This post I dedicate to every friends, every person that support me behind my back or anywhere around the world even through dua'.

I have the best kind of best friend or support system, I would say.
That kind of people yang tahu aku pada tahap most vulnerable and they would say "Mi, pergi ambik wudhu. solat." "But I don't know what to ask Him" "Just go. Tak perlu minta apa-apa. Just talk to him"

The kind yang akan ada bila aku perlukan. Tahap bila-bila je aku call akan angkat. 2 AM or 2 PM. They will be there for me.

Yang akan ada depan rumah aku dalam masa 15minit once aku cakap "I need a break" "I need to go somwhere. Babe, help" They would be there instantly for me.

Yang sanggup drive for miles tanpa hala tuju hanya nak make sure aku okay. The one who will take a long way back home just because they know I'm the kind of person who love night and long trip in the car (usually MSL would do this).

I have that kind of  BEST best friend, BEST boyfriend, BEST support system that I could ask for.

How would you know they are my best friend? My best friend usually will called me with "Mi" or "Ami" and they will never called me Asmidar.

If you guys ever read this, THANK YOU. Thank you for staying. Thank you for always be there whenever I need. Thank you for everything that I never can pay back. Thank you for all the time and love. Thank you for the warm hug. Thank you for the long ride. Thank you for the laugh and memories. Thank you for letting me cry. Thank you for helping me grow stronger. Thank you for being there and thank you for making sure that I'm always in a good shape and alive. Thank you.

Oct 18, 2016

Yang menyempurnakan.

Two years before, on this date. He started the first move on twitter. Since then untill today he's the one who stay in a special place in my heart. 

Why him? Because he never left. I never commited to anyone like him. Someone never meant so much in my life except him. The one who came in my life and change everything. Because honestly I never expect anything but he came and I'm glad he came. The one that win my heart after years. 

After years.

Now, it's been 2 years. 2 wonderful and great years. I never thought that someone will stay beside me like he did. He complete me. 

Ketidaksempurnaan yang menyempurnakan. 

I have a lot of things to say to him. This post will never be enough. But, I'm not gonna write all. 

Sebenarnya, aku ada tulis puisi nak post hari ni tapi... terlalu peribadi dan esklusif. Mungkin hanya boleh kongsi berdua. I did write about him a year ago. I'm writing it today a year later. I hope next year I will still write about the same person untill the rest of my life (maybe, yela mana tahu dah tua nanti takde blog da. Kita tulis surat je la). 

Sayang, if you read this,
This is for you. I will never forget how you win my heart.
How we fight for our love. All the thick and thin we get through together.

How you make me fall in love with your sweet smile.
How you make me addicted to it.
How happy I am when I'm with you.

You know, I can write 1001 reasons why I love you.
But that doesn't matter because I only need one reason to love you.

Thank you for this amazing 731 days sayang.
Ich liebe dich.
Please stay for another 1000 years. Here and after.